Relationship

Never say I love you
If you really don't care.

Never talk about feelings
If they aren't really there.

Never hold my hand
If you are going to break my heart.

Never say you're going to
If you don't really plan to start.

Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie.

Never say hello
If what you really mean is goodbye.

If you really mean forever
Then say you will try.

Never say forever
Cause forever makes me cry.

Rebah A. Ward, June 14, 1998

Tight Schedule

I had some pretty meaningless days since I was back to Ipoh.

Wake up in the morning, and waiting for the night to come.

All this is going to an end starting next Monday.

Here's what am I going to live for the next few days, right until 26th of December.

Monday -- Take bus to Gambang, Pahang at 9pm. Reaching at about 5am of the next day.

Tuesday -- Spent a day in Gambang. Visit relatives and family friends.

Wednesday -- Early bus to Temerloh from Kuantan. Settle some government work.

Thursday -- Relatives and old friends visiting. The cliche.

Friday -- Late afternoon bus to Pudu. Reaching at night.

Saturday -- Shopping. Midvalley. The Mines.

Sunday -- Shopping. Low Yat. Pavillion. 9pm KTM back to Ipoh.

Next Monday -- Going to Penang. Stay one night.

Next Tuesday -- Shopping and eating. Back to Ipoh at night.

Next Wednesday -- Going to KL, again. Late afternoon KTM with family.

Next Thursday -- X'mas eve dinner with auntie's family.

Next Friday -- Shopping!!! Eat!!Merry Christmas!!!

Next Saturday -- Finally, going back to Ipoh. Finally!

Wish me good luck in order to stay healthy throughout the weeks. Enjoy your holiday too people!

when there's nothing else

There should be nothing else that can make me feel the eagerness to online so more frequent than I ever have. Ever since the ages of Ragnarok Online.

And there is. Fullness almost burst me out whenever I think of my "else". I am so much lively now. I have never feel so, well, never after I started my pre-u course in Shah Alam.

Ya, there's something that can cheer me up now. And I'm looking forward for it. For a happy ending.

Good night.

"SACE students in South Australia and Asia, and NTCE students in the Northern Territory, should receive their results in the post sometime during the week commencing 14 December 2009. "

I wish I could tell how terrified I am.

But I can't.

It's beyond words.

Good luck. What's more important than this.

=(

l.a.z.y

I have to admit: I starts to hate gym.

When I was in college, going to gym was fun. It was sort of like an escape for me, from all the problems and pressure in the course. And so, I enjoy going to gym, work out like mad, and make myself all sweaty. That feels really good -- especially in the afternoon, when you can't avoid to get sweaty unless you hide yourself in the fridge. Sweating in this way is way healthier, too. Since then, I promise to myself I will continue to sign up for gym, when I am back to Ipoh.

Which I did.

And regretted, now.

Now, going to gym is a torture for me. The laziness has engulfed me completely. I feel so tired even just run on the trek mill for half an hour, with speed of 8kmph. Getting sweaty was another problem for me, as I was already so used to myself clean and smelling good. And what I did in the gym these days are basically pretending that I am so eager with the machines -- sit-up machine in particular, do about 20 repetitions, and lay down there for 20 minutes, continue with 1 set, and then lay down for another 20 minutes. And when the instructor spotted me, I will make the oh-I had-just-did-100-repetition face, and then he will look away. I don't hope the instructor to come to me and torture me again.

I know I am lazy.

But can't help. =(

New Songs

I think I am quite bias in terms of the singer choice of mine -- mostly are female.

But I can't help, their songs are more catchy than some male singers' songs available now (Since JT didn't release any of his hits lately).

Here you go:

JLo is making a big comeback with her latest single --Louboutins from her seventh studio album"Love?" that will be released in January 2010. This Latin hottie proved that what makes her a DiVa in the music industry, and I am so hooked to the music. (p/s: And I really think JLo looks undoubtedly gorgeous in Louboutins. Sorry, Jimmy Choo. )

I'm sure many of you already listen to this song. I love what's the song trying to tell us:

It's about playing Russian Roulette in a relationship. You take chances, you expose your heart. Sometimes it works out sometimes it doesn't. In this song, the singer (which is Rihanna) says that she knows all of this, but she is still willing to take that chance.

Hmm, is this referring to her last relationship? Mm-mm.

The 1st runner up of the latest season of American Idol -- Adam Lambert has released his first debut album --For Your Entertainment. Without a question, Adam has an amazing voice and his own style. Although his performance during the AMA has received many complaints regarding the gay-kissing scene with a guitarist, this song itself is catchy and interesting -- just like the title : For Your Entertainment.

Needless for me to say anything more. Lady Gaga's Bad Romance should be no surprise to everyone who love Gaga. Again, she made a really impressive music video. But somehow, I kinda miss Lady Gaga in Just Dance or Poker Face -- her music videos these days need some time for me to digest. Too mind-blowing and I need to watch them again and again to get what's the message. Tiring sometimes tau??

Haha...this is how the young vampire looks like when he was 15 and hasn't being transformedyet into the immortal sexy creature that every women want his bite yet. =P

E.M.O

This is the original picture. Taken after the Grand Dinner in the closet of Cho, since he already moved out. Totally meaningless.

And after editing. Thanks to the superb PS user JY. Nah, that's all. I just upload these pictures for fun. No meaning.

Jennifer's Body

Despite how hot Megan Fox is, this movie sucks big time.

Okay I must admit that I watched the movie only because I want to see Jennifer (or Megan to be exact)'s body. And yes, she is hot. But again, just like another Hollywood bombshell, dumb.

I don't know how to categorize this movie. Horror? Not yet. Comedy? Ha Ha. Porn? Maybe. And so, this movie sucks.

Well, there's someone who really outshine in this movie. And I think you know who am I talking about -- Amanda Seyfried. This Mama Mia! star pulled up the whole movie. She made the movie at least watchable. Really good acting. Not over-the-top and was really fascinating.

By the way, this blondie looks zillions times smarter than black haired Megan.

Megan, it's time to go back to GQ. Acting isn't really your thing.

Step on me please.

First noticed these fabulous heels in the music video of Lady Gaga -- "Bad Romance". And was damn shocked to be aware of the facts that the heels were actually of the Alexander McQueen's Spring/Summer 2010 collection titled "Plato's Atlantis". I always thought Gaga's outfit was usually custom-made for her -- which is a big Ha Ha.

I wonder how are the girls gonna walk in these heels... Walk like a ballet dancer all the time? Or it is not that curved down in the inside, and they need not to walk on tips of their toe actually? In any way, these heels are so damn cool and I would marry any girl that can walk in these. Any girl.

Again, Alexander McQueen has never failed to surprised us.